This is not a love song

IMG_9616Sunglass: Persol, jeans: Sandro, Scarf: Coach,
Photography: Charpil
France always brings out the best in me. I feel finally like myself...I'm free of the pressure of New York. I love my city, but something about being in New York can give you quite a headache. There is far too much competition these days sometimes even between friends. So it's nice to step away for a bit and watch from afar. My friends in France really  know me. I mean they've known me for 13 they know my core, down to how I order food, to what words are hard for me to pronounce...which teacher gave me the most hell and who was my first kiss. It was Paul. Hi Paul! I'm not the resolution type of girl. I don't like to make new ones because lets face it no one ever really keeps them! It's not going to be a new year new me type of year where I ramble on and on about being "healthy" or how I want to do this or that with my life. I hear enough of that from friends who just talk and talk about all the new fads they are going to try and cancel after a week. I'm not doing that.... The only thing I'm trying to do is leaving all the negative people from 2015 in 2015! I'm talking about guys cause all my girlfrans are da best. 2015 was a really hard year for me I had a boyfriend that I loved with all my heart and my heart was broken into a thousand pieces, those pieces have never really found a way back. Parts of me will never truly be the same and it doesn't help when people tell you they never liked him anyways or when they ask why I loved him. Who even ask shit like that?? I just did. You can't help falling in love with a person and that love will stay with me forever. It's helped me figure out a lot of stuff about myself, because it's so easy to blame someone for something but it's never one person's fault and now for whoever is blessed enough (kidding...) to be with me I'll approche things differently and stronger. So girls lets take 2016 by the horns. Whatever happened in 2015 stays in 2015 unless ya got pregnant cause then that sorta rolls over. (and congrats).